Methods: As part of a larger study of HIV-affected adolescent risk, 27 non-infected African-American adolescents, living with a HIV-positive mother and knowing her HIV status, responded to four open-ended questions. The teens ranged in age from 13-18 years; 48% were female. Analysis was an inductive and iterative process. Using ATLAS.ti, two researchers independently coded all transcripts and met after each level of analysis to scrutinize and clarify codes or, at higher levels of analysis, coding schemes until a consensus emerged. Coding schemes and processes were also examined and discussed regularly by the full research team --experts on HIV, stigma, adolescents, family systems, and mental health.
Results: Broad themes identified were: stigma's impact on relationships, stigma experiences, and stigma management. Teens described relationship changes with extended family members but few changes with friends, as most had not told any friends about mother's HIV. At the same time, shared stigma appeared to bring the mother and child closer together. Teens anticipated a range of reactions if they told a friend, including sadness, fear, understanding, and anger. HIV-affected teens described rare direct experiences of stigma but feared potential stigma and adapted their behavior to avoid stigma. In order to protect themselves and mother from potential stigma, teens were vigilant and silent. The teens described potential or actual reasons for telling others and their decision-making process about whom to trust. Some teens were confident in their ability to tolerate insults and hurt; others appeared caught between protecting mother and needing her support to manage feelings and stigma.
Conclusions and Implications: The study was conducted with a small sample of African-American teens willing to talk about this difficult subject so may not be generalizable to all affected teens. However, the findings point to stigma's power to affect adolescents' key relationships and the adaptive behaviors that teens use to manage the burden. Management strategies generally reduced peer interactions and reinforced the mother/teen connection – a combination at odds with the peer relationships and independence fundamental to adolescent development. For future research and program development, community-based participatory methods will provide a safe space for at-risk teens to come together, break the silence, and actively participate in knowledge and service development.