Methods: From October 2015 to March 2016, we purposively recruited a sample of ethnically-diverse GBM PreP users and non-users in Toronto from community-based organizations, community health clinics, and online. In-depth semi-structured 45-90min interviews explored PrEP perspectives and decision-making, and relational and social dimensions of PrEP use/non-use. Interviews were audio-recorded, transcribed, and analyzed independently by two researchers using thematic content analysis. After multiple readings of transcripts, we conducted open, axial, and thematic coding, using a constant comparative method, until theoretical saturation. Coding differences were resolved by consensus.
Results: Participants (n=29; mean age=36 years) were 15 PrEP users and 14 non-users. Five key themes emerged across users and non-users, often revealing divergent perspectives on the same theme. Trust was central to PrEP decisionmaking: users indicated lack of trust in others’ disclosures about their HIV testing/HIV status as motivating PrEP use; some non-users indicated lack of trust in others’ disclosures about using PrEP as a barrier to sexual relationships with PrEP users. Control: PrEP users described PrEP as asserting personal responsibility and taking control of their sexual health; non-users described managing their own risk behaviors, and PrEP use as abdicating control. Pressure to engage in condomless sex was described by PrEP users and non-users; non-users also indicated feeling pressured to take PrEP. Stigma: PrEP users described internalized stigma about its use and non-users described stigma in being rejected by partners because of not using PrEP, with both aware of negative societal judgments about PrEP users and sexual stigma more broadly. Liberation: many PrEP users described a profound experiential change in being able to engage in (condomless) sex without anxiety about HIV; some non-users viewed PrEP as a ball-and-chain that tethered one to HIV for eternity.
Conclusions and Implications: Complexities in GBM’s PrEP decisionmaking, and experiences in social and sexual relationships, emerged across PrEP users and non-users, belying a narrow focus on medication adherence and HIV risk/prevention. Social workers can play important roles in increasing awareness about PrEP as an HIV prevention option, and working with GBM to explore the meanings and ramifications of PrEP use/non-use in their lives and relationships. Advocacy and interventions to reduce sexual- and HIV-stigma within and outside GBM communities also may contribute to an enabling environment that supports GBM’s sexual health and relationships.