Methods. Data were obtained from an online social platform, Reddit. A total of 83 responses were initially coded and categorized in this transcendental phenomenological study. Student loan debt while managing self-identified bipolar disorder was the phenomena explored in this study. Inclusion criteria for a reduced sample was developed and consisted of excerpts that explicitly stated variations of “bipolar”, “mania” or “manic”, “hypomanic”, and “student debt”. Excerpts from 15 posts were analyzed using In Vivo coding and emotion coding. Significant statements were analyzed and interpreted into broader meaning or themes which summarized the users’ experience of the phenomena.
Results. Themes were developed from the analysis of significant statements and included acceptance, regret, and shame. The textual description of users’ experience having student loan debt while managing bipolar disorder was described as hope, and hopelessness. Hope was identified as a word of encouragement offered to others or towards oneself (e.g., “It’s not hopeless, don’t give up), and hopelessness was defined as expressions of defeat (e.g., “I thought I was doing so well... I’m feeling like I never will be). User posts either sought hope from other members of this online community, posted stories of hope, or shared feelings of hopelessness. User posts that offered hope and those that sought hope were solution-focused about their future and displayed increased self-efficacy. Hopeless users’ posts conveyed guilt and shame about their circumstance and had a fearful and pessimistic view of their future.
Conclusions. The present study supports prior research indicating a positive association between hope and improved mental health outcomes. Hopelessness deterred users from seeking solutions to their multifaceted problems and users resigned to their current unfulfillment. Future longitudinal research would advance this study by investigating the behavioral outcomes of hope and hopelessness with bipolar respondents, especially given the cyclical nature of bipolar disorder.